I miss my friends I miss my cat I miss smoking spliffs with my friends and cat

I’m in one of my sleepy bum moods and really sad about it cause there’s so much to do here but I have zeroooo energy ugh

so is it actually possible to like go all the way around on a swing?

I had a dream last night that I did it twice but the first time I wasn’t sure if it actually happened and the second time I did it I did a flip too 

~dream grl defying gravity

I feel dum for being sad here but I’m lonely and also scared of how many people I have to interact with on a daily basis

does that make..s ense

i’m in the middle of my first solo shift at the hostel and holyyyy shit it was so busy this morning but i’m getting the hang of it and it’s so cool!! gonna go to the middle of the world on the equinox SO SPOOKY

nursing school made kyle cut off his hair and beard :((((

my favorite thing in the world
kinesin has TINY FEET it’s so freakin cute and crazy that this is happening in your body all of the time 

my favorite thing in the world

kinesin has TINY FEET it’s so freakin cute and crazy that this is happening in your body all of the time 

ok I changed my mind I love Quito I love working at this hostel

it’s really weird cause I feel very unlike myself here, but in a good way?
I can already feel myself accomplishing the biggest goal of this trip (forcing myself to not be scared of everything)

I am living a lot more slowly than usual? sleeping a lot, taking breaks, taking time alone. Necessary, since my job is here is to talk to all of the hostel guests. Everyone is nice and understanding. 

I feel a bit guilty that I’m not going out or not socializing enough but I think I just need to take a Break

dog kisses

dog kisses

idk if I’m just way too exhausted but I don’t like it here I want to come home

the hostel I’m supposed to be volunteering at overbooked so now I only have 2 shifts a week which is cool I guess but that’s way too much free time and I could be doing other things. no one is telling me anything. the owner is gone for a month and the manager is supposed to be here tomorrow so maybe once I actually get some information it’ll be better but ugh

I don’t wanna sleep alone 

this morning I was that embarrassing person crying at the airport

watching the cutest butt ever walk away broke my heart a little

now for two and a half months of alone time…

fuck

on the plus side there’s gonna be a dude with my name on a sign waiting for me in Quito so that’s fun and special

Kyle and I are going to get an axolotl once we find somewhere bigger to live

finally

omg!! some dude found me from workaway and asked if I wanna teach english at a preschool in a coo volcano city. YES! yes I do. 

two years with the best boy today

40 hours until I don’t see him again for two and a half months

hmf

it’s cold and raining and i’m very thankful to not be sweating in 100+ heat rn